5.23.2008

There's That One Person That You'll Nevr Get Over No Matter How Long It's Been

"Someone screwed up about half past the night
Wish I'd been up I could've had a blast and then run
But I know now there's that one person everyone has
That messed them up and they're still thinking about them
They're everywhere, They're everywhere
Between the booze Bob goes, "Go out and have fun."
Now nodding off I know I should've listened to him
But I know now that I'm not half as bad as I thought
It's everyone and I feel better knowing that
We're everywhere, we're everywhere
We're everywhere, we're everywhere"

It takes a lot to realize you're alone.
It takes even more to realize just how alone you're really not.
Everyone has that one person
That one person who broke their heart and they can't let go
For me, it's been two years and counting.
O've never been good with dates.
I never remember when things happen.
But with you...it's a whole different story...
On June 6th it will be two years since we've met
On June 19th it will be the first time he kissed me
On July 5th it will be when he asked me out
And December 6th, December 6th is the day we broke up.
Ever since then it's been fazes.
It took 6 months to be able to get over him
And that kid I dated was no good.
Is it weird that I think you knew how miserable I was?
You saved me in late July.
You kissed me, and made me fall all over.
Then you left again.
We started our "just friendship"
And right before Christmas break, things changed.
We were flirting, going out to lunch, and giggling
We were almost us again.
After winter break we kissed again.
Only to find out you had a girlfriend.
I only hoped I had done the same to you.
Made you realize that I was better.
Made you want me back.
But that's not the case.
And I'm hoping this summer we can talk again.
I remember every day with you so clearly.
Two years ago was really last summer.
Two years ago shouldn't have ended when it had.

...better yet, nobody has been good enough since.