" Stand here with the mountain in background
The copper mine up the hill from the town
Sits asleep like a retiree
Once used and now no use for
People used to work here
And mined their lives from this ground
Crushed them in these machines
And forged them in the future
We just take pictures
Of hearts that stopped beating
[Chorus:]
Sometimes you're a tourist with a camera
Stealing souls for scrapbooks
Sometimes you've got a life back home
Sometimes you're really alone, you're really alone
Sometimes you're really alone
Sometimes you're really alone, you're really alone
Sometimes you're really alone
We go home, after fishin' all day
And get our hands dirty
Getting the catch clean
And Mike is in the kitchen
He's heating up the fry pan
And we're in the front yard
We're watching the sun fall
People used to live here
And lived their lives on this ground
Raised them in these fields
And lost them in the future
And we just take pictures
Of hearts that stopped beating"
I had a panic attack at the gym on Monday. I was working out with my trainer and suddenly, I just stopped breathing.
The feeling of choking, that panic that takes over. It was so scary.
All of this only lasted a few minutes, but it's thrown my whole week off.
My whole world has been so unaligned lately.
I can barely get up in the morning.
I have no drive, no ambition.
In my dreams I always wake up sobbing.
I don't know what's wrong.
Why can't I just be happy?
I am so grateful for everything I have, everything around me.
And at the same time- I feel so completely screwed up.
I want to wake up and it to be summer out.
Something about summer always takes my breath away.
Every bad feeling- every lost sensation, it all disappears with summer.
I just hope it comes soon, this weather has gotten me into a funk and I can't escape.
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